Yeah, I feel like obsoleting my prior entry (still not a Zelinker -_-...but you guys don't need to see my rant about why anymore ), so I'll just ramble on here about my morning, and you don't have to care.

Anyway, I had an excellent dream this morning (You: Morning *sigh*...? Me: Well, I went to bed ridiculously late, as I'm trying to get into Fallout 2 with Killap's Restoration Project mod, and only stopped because Windows was crying to update itself, and it's freaking Saturday for Christ's sake anyway! But, that's another story). The dream was basically about me becoming a slave for a "generic" sexy badass bitch (think Veran, Illua, Ultimecia, or Rozalin. Surely you recognize at least one of those names, and surely if you know me you definitely do ). The reason for it being "generic" is, I think, mostly because: a) It's a dream -_-, and b) I'm a two-timing, cheating, bitch, so my subconscious probably compromised and merged my four examples together into what their "average" may have been. Unfortunately, I don't really remember any more details than that, as it's been too long since I woke up.

The reason for that is because, in what seemed to be the middle of the dream (I *think* it was me--or a magically-endowed, evil wizard me, heh--trying to look for my mistress after getting separated from her since going into that room of clones...don't ask), my sister (who qualifies as a "sexy badass bitch" herself ) woke me up and ordered me to take a what-I-think-is-two-week-overdue shower (You: Ewwwww... Me: Shut up *casts Abyssal Slash--see FFTA2 Illua fight 2 for details*) so that she could finally take me to the mall and dress me. She said I'd better get used to it because it's probably going to happen for a while anyway (she said something about a future spouse, which at first didn't make sense to me since neither my mom nor my dad are able to control what the other wears, but while taking a shower, I realized that's exactly what Veran and Illua at least would do. If you're wondering [You: I don't care -_-. Me: *casts Time Blade to stop you*], I know my parents don't have any say in how each dresses because my mom is completely ignoring my dad telling her to lose weight/stop buying clothes/what-have-you, and my dad to this day has never worn a suit to work, despite my mom, and sister, saying that would probably help him get a raise). Anyway, after ascertaining that I needed new pants, we went off to Express, which didn't work out too well because Express makes clothes too small--my sister and I are both too big to wear anything there, and her (usually small-size) best friend wears a Large at Express. And she's tiny! Why they continue to make such small clothes, I don't know. Anyway, instead, we just went to the Gap, and got three pairs of jeans for me, and my sister got a sweater for her as well. Of course, getting shirts was a bust, but we took care of that already before today (over time, I've accumulated so many "gamer" T-shirts, and some shirts bought by my sister as well), so we decided that was OK. Though, now that I think about it, we meant to get me a haircut, but we forgot. Oh well, maybe tomorrow.

After that, I figured, while we were at the mall, I'd go over to GameStop and get Dissidia! Sweet! About time, too, I got around to that, it's been out for like, what, two months? Anyway, my strategy for unlocking will probably boil down to playing Cecil's chapter (supposedly one of the easier ones, I read), then getting Ultimecia and Cloud of Darkness. And maybe Kefka and Sephiroth, once I get enough for them. But Ultimecia first. Also, my sister (who's about as excited by that purchase as I am) and I were rather surprised to see Jecht as the Chaos representative for FFX--we thought for sure it'd be Seymour! Jecht isn't even a bad guy...well, except for the whole Sin thing, and alcoholic father thing, and what have you ...

Anyway, I'm now hoping for an FF Dissidia: Ivalice edition, where characters like Ramza, Adelle, Vaan, Fran, Penelo, Illua, and so on are the PCs (and enemies in some cases, obviously). Still, though, it'll be pretty cool to see Terra fighting against Ultimecia.

Man, got to get to work unlocking Ultimecia as a PC now, especially since I remember another old friend of mine saying she had a dream where I was in it, trying to research how to compress time *laughs*...this was long ago, by the way. And I probably would do it, too, if I knew how, being that I'm basically an evil Time Mage/Nightshade in Final Fantasy terms, so I was just thinking <>Isn't that what Ultimecia tried to do in FFVIII? Heh heh, cool!<> as she said that.

So, yeah, got Dissidia, still want to be an evil girl's chew toy/second-in-command, what else is new?

Anyway, sorry for saying a ton of stuff you probably don't care about, but it's just mostly to obsolete my prior entry, as it's kinda, well, flamebait-y . But only now am I able to have an excuse to update (crazy day, but good overall. Hopefully I can actually get back to that dream I mentioned at the beginning...Yeah, I know, I'm weird for defining a "good dream" like that, but you love me. And if you don't, then you and me probably have completely incompatible personalities anyway. Though I doubt that's how the brain works...it was probably too late for me to go back to that dream when I got out of the shower this morning [You: *still Stopped, but my empathic nature sees exacerbation in your eyes anyway* Me: Afternoon, whatever *sigh*], simply because I had been awake too long even then.)

EDIT: Okay, don't want to obsolete this entry like 5 minutes after I posted it (seriously, my prior entry was May 28th, couldn't believe it was that long ago, and now I was going to obsolete this one except thankfully there's an "Edit" button. How long was it since Link's Awakening was released when Ocarina of Time was finally released? Then we got three more Zelda games a couple of years after that?), but you know how I said I was going to unlock Ultimecia and Cloud of Darkness first? Well, I just found a club for the corresponding yuri pairing (though I heard CoD is actually sexless [Gender is a social construct based off of--admittedly real--differences between the sexes as a whole], so if that's true, it technically wouldn't be yuri), which I said "Do I want to obsolete an entry I just posted just for that", but then said "Screw it" and sent a join note to , and remembered I can just edit journal entries. So, yeah.

EDIT the Second: Heh, new, interesting dream (speaking of which, I'm kinda on a roll with that), this time kinda a nightmare, but a useful one (see below). In that dream, I was a guy who had recurring nightmares (yes, dreams within dreams, strangely enough) that basically, in their indirect, dream-like way, told him to do certain things. Truth is, though, he never actually did them, but instead was so scared he didn't want to think about it (and half the time, he didn't even "hear" half the things he needed to do). Not to mention, he kept telling himself "It's all just dreams...it's not a big deal"...until he met someone else who was having the same dreams, except she was doing those things because she apparently knew that if those things weren't done, the world would be overrun by Lovecraftian entities. And, well, the rest isn't important. Now, I'm guessing this probably is speaking to my inability to get done what needs to get done...either that, or my inability to watch the news nowadays...it's one of those...but the reason this is in any way, shape, or form important for you is because I now, finally, have an actual villain for a novel of mine that I've been playing with in my head that, up to this point, I lacked an actual villain for (or, rather, a hook that gets the main characters to want to deal with the villain, as I...kinda...had someone, but nothing to connect her with them). So, now that I have something I can base the motivations for everyone off of, I can start writing it. But, it'll take quite some time before anyone sees the fruits of my labor, as I won't start posting until at least the first rough draft is complete. This is also why I'm editing my current entry instead of making a new one; this paragraph is more for me than anyone else, but that story is something that could be looked forward to, at least .

Clubs: (duh, again)

Sheik gender debate rant (if you haven't read it, please, PLEASE read!): [link] (and Sheik !)